CHAPTER TWENTY
Unsure, Unconscious, Unprepared

The road back to Dawnsheart was slow.
The mules walked at their own pace, unhurried and unconcerned, as if they knew more than we did. I didnβt bother to urge them on. No one wanted me to. The cart creaked softly over ruts and roots, wheels catching on stones with tired little jolts. The night air hung cool and still, and the moon lit the path like a watchful eye.
We didnβt talk. Not much, anyway.
The fight had emptied them. Blood crusted over cuts. Muscles burned. Armor pinched in all the wrong places. Redmond, Osman, and I had barely contributed to the battle. Redmond and Osman had stood over Jonath the whole time. I mightβve swung the sword once or twice, aimless, at what turned out to be nothing but air.
But still⦠we were exhausted.
Weβd watched the others take every blow meant for us.
And maybe, just maybe, the toll of watching is just as bad. It sure felt that way
Beneath it all, a shared silence held us steady. Too tired for chatter, too wary for sleep.
Jonath lay nestled between packs in the cartβs bed, still and pale, breath shallow but regular. Redmond and Osman sat close beside him, wordless guardians. They hadnβt said a thing since helping to carry him from the clearing, but their eyes didnβt leave him once.
βMaybe next time, youβll think twice before throwing someone into the dark.β Day said quietly, breaking the silence.
Redmond said nothing.
But his hand moved just enough to rest gently against Jonathβs shoulder.
Trunch rustled in his robes and passed Din a pair of battered potion bottles. Din uncorked one, sniffed it, made a face, and took a swig before handing it to Umberto, who handed it to Wikis, and on it went. The other followed. The stuff wasnβt strong but it numbed some of the pain and sealed a few of the more gruesome tears. No one complained.
Later, Yak reached into his pack and pulled out a familiar looking bottle with the unmistakable, scorched-edge labels of Smelt. He held it up, gave it a tiny shake, and popped the cork.
A ripple of silent relief moved through the group, shoulders eased, eyes closed. Umberto gave a single, solemn nod. No one said a thing.
Osman took the bottle first, eyeing it warily. βIf ever there was a time for a swig of Smelt,β he said, grim and brave, βitβs probably now.β
He drank.
He paused.
Eyes widened.
He swallowed, blinking like someone seeing colors for the first time. βThatβsβ¦ actually good?β
Redmond raised an eyebrow. βImpossible, It’s Smelt. Youβre hallucinating. Thatβs trauma talking. Give it here.β
He took a swig.
Another pause. Then: βBloody hell. Where did you get this?β
Carrie leaned forward and plucked the bottle from his hand with a grin. βThis, gentlemen, is only found at the Goblinβs Grin,β she said. βOne of our many in-house specialties.β
Yak folded his arms, leaned back against the side rail, and grinned like heβd just personally saved the kingdom.
The bottle made its way around and for a few quiet minutes under the watchful moon, we passed warmth from hand to hand.
The city gates loomed through the mist, pale in the moonlight. We rolled in through the northwest gate, the mules slow, heads low, hooves muffled on the packed dirt. Dawnsheart slept beneath the moon, its lanterns few and far between, its windows shuttered tight.
Din broke the silence this time.
βWe take him to the Grin,β he said softly, nodding toward Jonath. βLet him rest. Thatβs the safest place right now.β
βNo argument,β Umberto said, voice like gravel. βIf anything tries to take him tonight, itβll have to get through us first.β
βIβll stay with him,β Day added. βKeep an eye on things. Let the rest of you breathe.β
Wikis stretched her neck, cracking something that sounded like it had been waiting hours. βI need a pillow. Or a stiff drink. Or both.β
Yak raised a hand half-heartedly. βI can supply one of those.β
At the Goblinβs Grin, we stopped.
Day, Umberto, Wikis, and Yak climbed down carefully. Jonath was lifted from the cart and carried inside, still unconscious, breath steady but thin. They didnβt say much. No goodbyes. Just nods. A quiet agreement that this was safest for him, for now.
βWeβll stay with him,β Day said.
βGet him to a bed,β Din said, touching the doorframe as if that alone might ward off another fight. βAnd no one answers the door unless they knock three times, then once.β
βThatβs not a thing,β Carrie muttered.
βIt is now,β Din replied.
I glanced up instinctively, across the way.
The old womanβs blind was drawn, thank the gods. No tut. No disapproving shake of the head. Just silence.
The door to the Grin shut with a dull thud.
We turned the cart around and returned it to the C.A.R.T. stand, the nightshift attendant blinking at us over his mug of Wakerβs Brew, the scent of vinegar cutting through the crisp night air.
Then we walked.
Back through the quiet streets of Dawnsheart, toward the square. The church. The mayorβs office. The only sound was our footstepsβ¦ and the soft, uneven clink of Danβdelβion medallions swinging from Trunchβs belt.
The streets were mostly empty. A few sweepers worked by lanternlight. A watchman nodded as we passed, his eyes lingering, confused, on our strange little group: three bloodied, battle-worn adventurers, a church scribe, and two exhausted scholars.
Tufulla stood on the steps of the church, exactly as if heβd been expecting us at that precise moment.
Above him, his familiar, Solstice, fluttered down onto a dimming lamppost, head tilted like it was already judging our story.
βSolstice informed me of your impending arrival,β Tufulla said. His voice was calm, but tired.
βCome. Thereβs tea. And Iβd like to hear what youβve discovered, starting with where the rest of your crew is.β
We climbed the steps.
Carrie spoke first, brushing her fringe back with the back of her hand. βTheyβre at the Goblinβs Grin. Watching over Jonath. Heβs unconscious. Still breathing. But out cold.β
Tufullaβs brow creased. βShall I summon a healer?β
Redmond shook his head. βNot necessary. Heβs not wounded. Justβ¦ collapsed. Exhaustion, most likely.β
Tufulla looked at him for a long second, something unreadable in his eyes, then gave a slow nod.
Trunch stepped forward, unhooked the small pouch from his belt, and handed it over. The medallions clinked softly inside.
βThirteen medallions,β he said. βOne that raises more questions.β He paused. βItβs been quite a day.β
Tufulla took the bag with slow, tentative fingers. The weight of it pulled slightly at his arm. He opened the mouth of the pouch, peered inside, and raised a single eyebrow.
βSo it would seem,β he said quietly.
Solstice shifted on the lamppost, feathers ruffling in the cool air.
We were ushered into the churchβs side chamber, the Mayorβs office. There was tea. No one touched it.
Redmond and Osman gave the full account. Not a word spared. No dramatics, just clean, clipped retelling. What they saw, what they didnβt, what they thought they understood. Redmondβs voice was steady until he reached the part about Jonath. Then it caught.
Din, seated with one arm across his bruised ribs, spoke up. βTell it straight.β
βI am,β Redmond said. βI am now.β
There was a beat of quiet.
Then Tufulla spoke, calm, but not soft.
βThe pursuit of knowledge is a noble thing. But it must be tempered with care, with respect, with kindness. Without those, itβs not discovery. Itβs vanity.β
He looked at Redmond, not condemning, just measured. Disappointed, but not unkind.
βWisdom is not measured by what we learn,β he said, βbut by how we choose to learn it.β
Redmond lowered his gaze. Gave a small nod.
And that was that.
Then Osman leaned forward, hands clasped. βWe believe the stump is a portal. A kind of fixed-point teleportation gate. The runes, the activation, the disappearanceβeverything fits. Advanced magic, but elegant. If itβs stable… itβs fast. Instantaneous, even.β
Carrie, slouched half sideways on a bench, blew out a breath. βHonestly? If thatβs true, I donβt get why these evil types always think so small. Like, that could change everything. No more weeks in carts. No more bandits. Just, βpop!β Capital in seconds.β
Tufulla exhaled slowly. βAssuming itβs not just a glorified trap.β He adjusted his sleeves, gaze flicking toward the darkened windows. βCastle Ieyoch is the most likely destination. And if thatβs true, itβs not for trade. Itβs for troops. What you faced tonightβ¦ that may have been a test run.β
The thought settled like a stone in the middle of the room.
Trunch leaned back in his chair, lifted the ornate medallion from where it rested on the table, and let it turn slowly in the light. βThis oneβs different,β he said. βWe took it from the big rider.β
Tufulla leaned forward. He didnβt touch it. Just looked.
βIβve seen one like it before,β he said. βYears ago. Back in my early White Raven days. Higher rank, I think, maybe command-level. I haven’t seen another since. Nor have I seen a gemstone like that anywhere else.β He squinted.
He looked up. βThereβs someone who might know. Holadamus. Dragonborn. Owns the Dragonβs Hoard. Bit of a hoarder, bit of a sage. Knows his stones.β
Trunch gave a thoughtful nod. βWeβve met. Nice fellow, very knowledgeable. Iβll ask himβ
Tufulla folded his hands. βEither way, we wait for Jonath. If he made it through, and back, heβs the only one whoβs seen whatβs on the other side.β
βWe should start searching the valley,β Redmond said. βIf one stumpβs a portal, there might be more. Linked, hidden. If theyβre staging something…β
βWe need to know where they can come from,β Din finished.
Tufullaβs eyes shifted toward me. βKlept,β he said gently. βYouβve been quiet.β
I shrugged. βI donβt have much to add.β
He waited.
I sighed. βTruth isβ¦ I donβt think thereβs much I can add. Out there, Iβm just one more thing for them to worry about. I canβt fight.β
I looked at the others. At their cuts, bruises, the way they carried themselves like every movement hurt.
βI nearly died holding a sword the wrong way around. I thinkβ¦ I think Iβm done.β
Carrie opened her mouth, brow furrowed. Trunch shifted in his seat. Din looked like he was about to object.
But I held up a hand. βItβs not about loyalty. Or fear. I justβ¦ Iβm not helping. Not really. If anything, Iβm slowing them down. They deserve better. Iβm a scribe, an archivist, not an adventurer. If things go south and I need to defend myself, what am I going to do? Pour ink on an attacker? I mean, we nearly died, and all I could do was throw onions.β
Din placed a hand on my shoulder. βYeah, but in the endβ¦ the onions did help. A little.β
Tufulla leaned forward. βYouβre questioning your role in this. Youβre not sure where you fit. But believe me when I tell you, Klept, there is a part for you in this.β
βHow can you be so sure?β The words came out sharper than I meant. βFrom where Iβm standing, my part seems to be dying a painful and probably embarrassing death.β
Tufulla started to rise, but I waved him off and stood.
Carrie straightened. βMaybe you need time to think about it?β
βMaybe,β I said, reaching for the handle. βMaybe Iβm just in the way.β
βKlept, donβt … β Trunch called as the door shut behind me.
The last voice I heard from the room was Tufullaβs.
βLet him leave. He just needs time. Heβll understand his place. Nowβ¦ about these stumps.β
The walk to the dorms was longer than I remembered.
Every step echoed louder in the empty alleys and streets. My legs felt like stone, each joint reminding me that I wasnβt built for battle, not physically, not mentally, not in spirit. I didnβt limp, exactly. But my gait had a dragging weight and the cobbles seemed to clutch my boots with every step.
I opened the door to my room and stared at the same sad, lumpy mattress Iβd complained about a dozen times. Tonight, it looked like home.
I didnβt undress. I didnβt light a candle. I just sat on the edge, elbows on knees, surrounded by shelves of half-sorted parchment and musty old scrolls that smelled like mildew and knowledge.
I let out a breath I hadnβt realized Iβd been holding.
Ink and dust. Paper and silence. No blades. No blood. Just⦠stillness.
I didnβt cry. I didnβt sleep, either. I just sat there, staring at the floor.
As Din tells it, the meeting with the investigators and Tufulla only lasted a short while longer. Plans were drafted to organize search parties, small groups to sweep the valley for other stumps or signs of Danβdelβion infiltration. A detailed description of the stump was agreed upon, and Osman provided an illustration. According to Trunch, it was βa remarkably accurate sketch.β According to Carrie, βit was suspiciously good for someone who claimed they werenβt an artist.β According to Din, βit was fine, but lacked Yakβs artistic flair.β
Once that was done, Trunch, Din, and Carrie left the church and returned to the Goblinβs Grin. Redmond, Osman, and Tufulla remained behind to discuss the Danβdelβion revival and other grim White Raven business.
Carrie insists that, upon arriving at the Grin, the others were already partying.
βThey were several drinks in,β she said flatly. βJonath was sprawled across the bar, still unconscious. Wikis was dancing on a table.β
“I was keeping watch.” Wikis scowled from across the table.
βWeβd placed him gently,β Yak said. βWe thought it would be safer to have him in the open, where we could see him, rather than in one of the rooms upstairs.β
βYou were doing body shots out of Jonathβs navel!β Carrie shrieked.
βWeβd run out of clean glasses,β Day replied, sheepish. βIn hindsight, it probably wasnβt the most respectful thing to do.β
βWe took care of him,β Umberto added, leaning back in his chair. βHe was never in danger. We laid him down. Made sure he was comfortable.β
βWe put rags under his head,β Wikis offered helpfully.
βIβm sorry,β I interrupted. βDid you say you were doing body shots off an unconscious individual?β
βWe had a couple of celebratory drinks,β Umberto corrected, βto mark the fact that we didnβt fucking die thanks to the boneheaded decisions of a couple of stuck-up academic arsewipes.β
βYes, I understand that, but did you actually drink fromβ¦β
βWhat matters,β Din said firmly, cutting across the conversation with the tone of a man insisting this was never spoken of again, βis that when we got back to the Grin, Jonath was still unconscious, and the others were watching over him. We all managed to get a decent amount of rest before the chaos of the morning.β
The group recalled how Tufulla, Redmond, and Osman arrived at the Grin the next morning, looking like none of them had slept. Their clothes were still in order, but their faces told a different story, drawn, pale, eyes rimmed in red and shadow. Apparently, they’d been up the entire night combing through records, old reports, forgotten maps. Making plans. Drawing up contingencies. Looking for anything that might help, some hidden clue, some precedent, some dusty detail buried in the archives that might shine a light on what the Danβdelβion Court was planning. There were no smiles. Just quiet nods. The kind that passes between people who all know that what’s ahead is going to be worse than what came before.
Jonath was still unconscious.
But not for long. And that, by all accounts, was when someone kicked the chamberpot square at the wall.
βJonath started to stir not long after they arrived,β Trunch said, licking sauce off his fingers and reaching for another snack. βPanicked at first. Didnβt know where he was. Didnβt recognize anyone.β
βHe seemed to come around after seeing Tufulla,β Carrie added, swirling her drink. βSettled a bit. Focused up once Tufulla asked how he was feeling.β
They all nodded. Slowly. But no one elaborated.
I waited.
βAnd then?β I asked.
A pause.
βThen,β Day said, βwe asked him what happened. What he saw on the other side.β
βHe looked confused,β Yak said. βLikeβ¦ not dazed confused. Like he was playing catch-up. Trying to piece something together.β
βSo we reminded him,β Wikis said. βThe stump. The circle. The glowing medallion. The part where he vanished.β
βDidnβt say much at first,β Umberto muttered. βThen he started giving details. More than we expected.β
βHe said it was dark,β Trunch continued. βSomewhere open, but walled in. Castle grounds, maybe. A structure in the distance. Big. Barely lit. There were guards, he said. Armed. A lot of them.β
βA garden,β Wikis offered. βMaybe a courtyard. Stone statues. Lanterns without light.β
βHe said twelve,β Carrie nodded. βLanterns. Scattered. White stone where there should be lightβ
Jonathβs answers had been steady, they said. But his eyes kept drifting. Back to Tufulla.
βEvery time Tufulla spoke,β Yak said, βJonath would justβ¦ look at him. Hard. Like he wasnβt sure he was real.β
βOr like he was real, but shouldnβt be,β Carrie added, slowly.
I felt a prickle behind my ribs. βDid anyone ask why?β
βHe dodged it,β Day said. βEvery time we tried to pin down what he saw or who, he changed tack. He said he was trying not to get caught. That some of the people, soldiers, whatever, werenβt alive. Or at least, not entirely.β
βUndead,β Umberto said, tone flat. βThat was the word he finally landed on.β
I scribbled notes. βWhat about time? Did he mention a difference? Felt longer? Shorter?β
βHe asked us how long heβd been gone,β Trunch said. βWe told him five minutes. Maybe a few more. He said that felt about right.“
Carrie sipped her drink. βWe asked what he heard while he was there. Said he caught mention of something happening three nights from then. Didnβt know what. But everyone there was getting ready.β
βAnd coming back?β I asked. βHow did he return?β
βHe said he got spotted,β Wikis said. βSomeone saw him sneaking. So he ran. Hit the circle again as moonlight came through. Same way he went in.β
βAnd then he came back through the stump?β I asked.
βYelling, and runningβ said Umberto. βCaught up with us moments later. You were there for what happened next.β
βI Remember. And then?β I asked again. The room had gone quieter than before. More still.
Day leaned forward. βThenβ¦ we started asking follow-ups. Normal stuff at first. Then somehow the questions started to shift, from what he saw, to who he was.β
βNot aggressively.β Trunch added, βJust… out of curiosity. Clarifying details. Redmond had said all White Ravens were orphans, with no family, no ties.“
βI asked if that was true for him tooβ Carrie added, βHe nodded. No hesitation.β
βI think I was the one who asked if he remembered who trained him.β Din said through an ale soaked beard. βHe gave a name. Osman seemed to recognize it.β
Everything checked out.
It all checked out. Too smoothly, maybe.
βSo Trunch asked where he was from,β Wikis told me, rubbing her temple like the memory still stung.
I blinked. βWhatβd he say?β
βHearthsholme,β Din said flatly.
I frowned. βIβve never heard of Hearthsholme.β
βNeither had Tufulla,β Day replied.
They said Tufullaβs brow furrowed, not with doubt, but certainty.
βTufulla said Hearthsholme doesnβt exist,β Carrie said.
And then, and this is where every person at the table told it the same way, Jonath smiled.
Not nervously.
Not sheepishly.
Just⦠slow. Deliberate. A little too wide.
Thatβs when his face changed.
βIt was a bit like when Yak does his thingβ Carrie added βbut with more β¦β
βMenace?β Trunch asked.
β Yeahβ Umberto growled. β More menace. Like a lie untied at the corners and peeled away. He wasnβt Jonath.β
And then he clapped.
Once.
Twice.
Three times.
A slow, mocking applause that echoed off the tavern walls like a spark waiting for oil.
And he lunged. Straight for Tufulla.